Quotes, Thoughts and Feelings

There is one condition of love that is sadder than one-sided love,both of them never know that they love each other -March 29th 2017

"are you mine?"  -Arctic Monkeys

"I wanna be with you, always one step behind you, don't forget there's a person who will protect you" -Love Letter (VIXX)

"I wonder 'who am I to you?', It's been a long time since I cared to you, but you don't realize it" -March 27th 2017

".... And let you go, but I can't, this feelings is so deep" -March 26th 2017 

"I wish I can stop imagining you..." -March 26th 2017

"... And I hope I meet you again, because you'll be the person that I miss the most. I don't miss your face, I miss your presence. I miss you. I will miss you" -March 25th 2017 

"I don't know why, I wish that I don't have a love story on my next grade school. But I know it's because of you, but what?" -March 25th 2017 

"I am scared you find someone better than me"-March 25th 2017

"If someday I won't meet you and the rest student of school, and someone asked me to choose one person that if I choose him/her I could meet him/her again, I would choose you" -March 25th 2017

"I thought you called me. But no, you wasn't. You called someone else. So, I wonder whether you saw me. 'cause your eyes were on me" -March 24th 2017 (myself)

"Wherever I go, I hope you're there too. Whatever I do or like, I hope you're the same. And I hope you have the same feeling like I am" -March 23rd 2017

" It's one in a million the chances of feeling the way, we do. And with every step together we just keep on getting better"  -HSM3 (Can I have this dance)

"And I seem to hate the time that going on, 'cause the chances to see your face become shorter, and shorter"  -March 21th 2017 (myself) 

" I just want that I'm ready to let you go"  -March 20th 2017 (myself)

"There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how"  -Oasis (Wonderwall) 

"That day, when it was your birthday, I really want to congrulate you. But who am I to you? just a passerby. Then I just congrulate you on my heart. on my thoughts. on my silent"  -myself, date : when it was his bithday

"You only live once, make sure you do something worth"  -myself (March 17th 2017)

"I am stucked. Between trying to let you go and keep loving you"  - myself (2017 March 17th)

"If you have a dream, then live it, If people judge you, Ignore, If it will be success it is your success anyways"  -Myself (March 16th 2017) 

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" I am scared of rejection. By you. Will you act as if you reject me If I tell you my feeling? You're not  a close person to me, eventhough you are, I still do scared. I scared that you'll walk away from my life. Then, its better for loving you secretly"  - March 16th 2017 by myself

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"And finally I realize, I'm not the only one who wants to be yours"  -March 15th 2017 by myself

Dab when you feel cool,  Cry when you need to,  Express your happiness freely

I wish I can stop imagining 'You' and 'I' become 'us'  - 2017.3.14

"As always, I saw you, You saw me, If we both have feeling for each other, then we express it on silence" -2017.3.13

"There are those who are born monsters, but there are also those wo are made into monsters by people" -signal (2016) 

"Life is worse than what they've told you on story" 

It's okay to cry, It will help yourself to become stronger  than before  -anonymous

That Feeling ...  ...when you wait your crush plays football, when its rain and you know you'll go home wet. But, it's a worth sacrifice  ...when you follow a boy on the way to school on a rainy day, and he's actually your crush and he finally notices you  ...when you're mad to him and him to you but, suddenly he come to you and ask about your condition  That feeling when your crush is nowhere to be found, you look to your right and left but, he isn't there. And when you look to your back he's already staring at you.  -myself (undated) 

But I want to see you,  Due to our chances to meet become shorter, along with the running time  -myself (3.4.2017)

All the underdogs in the world A day may come when we lose But it is not today Today we fight!  -Not today (방탄소년단) 

Why can't I ... ...Called as 'yours' ? ...Received many text from you ? ...Cared by you ? ...Have special moment with you ? ...Become someone special for you? ...spammed by you ? ...given special attention by you ?  ...greeted by you? ...be with you?  -myself (3.2.2017)

Who I am To  You? Have you ever wonder that we could be beautiful? Never mind, Just my crazy wonder then.  -Myself (undated)