Quotes, Thoughts and Feelings

Here are quotes that I wanna share with you all.  "Sadness come when you don't have reason to meet him/her again" -myself  "What girls really loves : To see her crush laughing/happy/acting funny" -myself (2016.4.29)  "I don't hate you. I just hate the fact that I love you" - myself (2016.8.8)  "People become childish when it comes to love" - myself (2016.8.20)  "Sometimes you need to sacrifice your friendship needs because of one of your friend's need that is more important than just meet with each other" -Myself (2017.5.24)  iameffenkov.blgospot.co.id quotesthoughtsfeelings.blogspot.co.id howwhattips.blogspot.co.id ** @effenkov_ @yayoxx_  ** will be continued ... 

Plus and Minus of Someone This is just my thought about plus & minus of someone and the impact to someone else. I guess if someone in love, they just don’t care about their crush’s minus. What I mean with minus is the bad side of a person. ‘Love is blind’ is a phrase that all of us know, and what I mean with the phrase is what I said on the previous paragraph. Have you ever experienced it? When you love someone and you don’t care of his/her bad side, because he/she is perfect in your eyes. Well, just like me then. Overall, I do notice his bad side, his minus, but I don’t care. Because with perfections and imperfections that make him who he is. That make him who he really is. That make him, himself and not other persons. Imperfections and perfections are combination that make that person different from the others. Because his/her differences from others, that make somebody fall in love. At last, if we just don’t care of his/her imperfections doesn’t alway...

Your stares are my weakness  When it was ordinary day, where I got up morning and prepare myself to do my routinity, you’re there. Or at list, you’ll be there. When I go there, when I meet you, you always give me that glance. And you staring at me. That weird thing of yours that I will meet the most. That really change my life. Change the way I see things in this world. And I finally understand the value of love and caring. You staring me so different from others. Sometimes with your sweet smile. And that stare has been years, and I’m glad that it doesn’t change at all.  Even though, I will be separated from you, I really want to see you staring at me, like you always do. I want to record it, and when I miss you, I’ll see you in my head. Though we’re not that close, but your stare and glance, give me the feel that we’re close in our inner. We have that bond. I just hope you realize that before it’s too late. Thank you for giving me the feeling ...

Here comes my confession from my deepest heart, to someone that matter the most.  To be honest of all, if someone miss someone they just need photo to remember that someone special, but not me. If I miss you, I don’t miss your face, because I don’t love you because your appearance If it is your voice note, means I love you from your talks, our talks, but that is not why I love you If I miss you, I don’t want you to only text me, because I do not ask for virtual talk. If I miss you (and I know I will do, everyday) I don’t want to see your photo because appearance can change, not your voice because I miss more than that, not your chat because I do not need alphabetic text. When I miss you, the only cure of that is you. I don’t need those stuff, I just need you to be with me. Because, what makes me miss you is that your presence isn’t here. I miss all of you, I miss you, not one of your aspects. I need you to be here when I miss you. [IG] @yayoxx_ & ...

Time flies so, fast. Memories by memories passed.  As time passby, I am very grateful that something unexpected is happening, that is we are meet again. I thought that we are going to be separated, the truth is no. I am so happy with this fate. Will we meet again? If yes, I am so glad and so even more grateful, that I can see you, I can spend my times with you, even you’re not close. I am so happy just to see you. I want to see you laughing happily. I just want to feel your presence If no, I just hope for you the best, for everything, career, soulmate, new life, future, job. I just hope that our path cross again. I hate to say this, but I’ll miss you. You’re still ugly and weird tho :p The ugliest and the weirdest Just like the one direction song – night changes – how fast this time flies and how we are getting older.

I will post a little longer than usually I did, the contain will be the same, just longer, will be active the day after tomorrow -effenk0v

There is one condition of love that is sadder than one-sided love,both of them never know that they love each other -March 29th 2017

"are you mine?"  -Arctic Monkeys

"I wanna be with you, always one step behind you, don't forget there's a person who will protect you" -Love Letter (VIXX)

"I wonder 'who am I to you?', It's been a long time since I cared to you, but you don't realize it" -March 27th 2017

".... And let you go, but I can't, this feelings is so deep" -March 26th 2017 

"I wish I can stop imagining you..." -March 26th 2017

"... And I hope I meet you again, because you'll be the person that I miss the most. I don't miss your face, I miss your presence. I miss you. I will miss you" -March 25th 2017 

"I don't know why, I wish that I don't have a love story on my next grade school. But I know it's because of you, but what?" -March 25th 2017 

"I am scared you find someone better than me"-March 25th 2017

"If someday I won't meet you and the rest student of school, and someone asked me to choose one person that if I choose him/her I could meet him/her again, I would choose you" -March 25th 2017

"I thought you called me. But no, you wasn't. You called someone else. So, I wonder whether you saw me. 'cause your eyes were on me" -March 24th 2017 (myself)

"Wherever I go, I hope you're there too. Whatever I do or like, I hope you're the same. And I hope you have the same feeling like I am" -March 23rd 2017

" It's one in a million the chances of feeling the way, we do. And with every step together we just keep on getting better"  -HSM3 (Can I have this dance)

"And I seem to hate the time that going on, 'cause the chances to see your face become shorter, and shorter"  -March 21th 2017 (myself) 

" I just want that I'm ready to let you go"  -March 20th 2017 (myself)

"There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how"  -Oasis (Wonderwall) 

"That day, when it was your birthday, I really want to congrulate you. But who am I to you? just a passerby. Then I just congrulate you on my heart. on my thoughts. on my silent"  -myself, date : when it was his bithday

"You only live once, make sure you do something worth"  -myself (March 17th 2017)

"I am stucked. Between trying to let you go and keep loving you"  - myself (2017 March 17th)

"If you have a dream, then live it, If people judge you, Ignore, If it will be success it is your success anyways"  -Myself (March 16th 2017) 

Fyi, Here are my Instagram acc  @effenkov_   @yayoxx_  @shafiraputeri_ the first is for Gaming, Travelling and etc. And @yayoxx_ is for Kpop spam photos. The last one is my first Instagram account. 

" I am scared of rejection. By you. Will you act as if you reject me If I tell you my feeling? You're not  a close person to me, eventhough you are, I still do scared. I scared that you'll walk away from my life. Then, its better for loving you secretly"  - March 16th 2017 by myself

Here are my blog list : For Gaming, Travelling and Photography           iameffenkov.blogspot.co.id  For tips, what tips? just check this blog!            howwhattips.blogspot.co.id 

"And finally I realize, I'm not the only one who wants to be yours"  -March 15th 2017 by myself

Dab when you feel cool,  Cry when you need to,  Express your happiness freely

I wish I can stop imagining 'You' and 'I' become 'us'  - 2017.3.14

"As always, I saw you, You saw me, If we both have feeling for each other, then we express it on silence" -2017.3.13

"There are those who are born monsters, but there are also those wo are made into monsters by people" -signal (2016) 

"Life is worse than what they've told you on story" 

It's okay to cry, It will help yourself to become stronger  than before  -anonymous

That Feeling ...  ...when you wait your crush plays football, when its rain and you know you'll go home wet. But, it's a worth sacrifice  ...when you follow a boy on the way to school on a rainy day, and he's actually your crush and he finally notices you  ...when you're mad to him and him to you but, suddenly he come to you and ask about your condition  That feeling when your crush is nowhere to be found, you look to your right and left but, he isn't there. And when you look to your back he's already staring at you.  -myself (undated) 

But I want to see you,  Due to our chances to meet become shorter, along with the running time  -myself (3.4.2017)

All the underdogs in the world A day may come when we lose But it is not today Today we fight!  -Not today (방탄소년단) 

Why can't I ... ...Called as 'yours' ? ...Received many text from you ? ...Cared by you ? ...Have special moment with you ? ...Become someone special for you? ...spammed by you ? ...given special attention by you ?  ...greeted by you? ...be with you?  -myself (3.2.2017)

Who I am To  You? Have you ever wonder that we could be beautiful? Never mind, Just my crazy wonder then.  -Myself (undated) 

" You're my wonderwall, she is your wonderwall" -myself  (2017.2.27) 

"I saw you today, I'm happy to see you, even you didn't see me too or realize I was seeing you"  -myself (2017.2.27)

"I see our 'moment' as special thing, part of my life. You see it as an ordinary thing"  -myself (12.12.2016)

Hello guys, I am not new in here, you can visit my first blog, about traveling and gaming iameffenkov.blogspot.co.id And I will tell you if there is my other new blog, I hope this blog will run long, and I hope you enjoy this blog and more thankfull to your life than before. Because you know , feelings are complicated. If you're girl, you probably find something that related to your heart If you're boy, you probably find girl's feelings that are more complicated than you think. Or probably you feel the same? well , it could be. Sorry for bad english, if you have suggestion, comment, something to say, just let me know :) -effenkov